if I would have to device hell
I would do it in such a way you couldn't tell

lie from truth
un-lie from untruth

I would sprinkle it with just enough hope
for you not to want to reach for the hanging rope

I would offer you sometimes happiness
just enough for you to qualify it as contentedness

I would hope you would accept it as enough
and not give up when times would become tough

so I could keep you busy in this hamster wheel
and distract you from what is real

I would gamble you would be confused to such a degree
you would not protest and be wanting to flee

I would consider it as an accomplishment
when you would see the absurd as an acknowledgment

if you would only just refrain from not becoming insane
I would feel I adequately played the game